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@KelisDAbaddest Yo , yo' girl again….. http://bit.ly/9opFS1 in reply to KelisDAbaddest #
@warrenellis oh, I see it that time of year to visit Thailand' in reply to warrenellis #
@KelisDAbaddest Its "ugly". I can't spell but even I can get that one right. Also, caps lock is not your friend. in reply to KelisDAbaddest #
@KelisDAbaddest unless, you being ig'nat is one of your redeeming qualities? in reply to KelisDAbaddest #
I should know better than to bait people who can't keep up. It leaves me hollow… There is no money shot. Too easy. #
I am such a nerd, its hard to tear me away from my full sized laptop… but I am going to take the netbook to Poland instead. #
It does NOT hold a charge however. Maybe its time to get a new one? =/ #
I am also tempted to bring a coloring book and crayons just to see if my seatmate will think I am nuts. #
GODDAMN TECHNOLOGY!! HOW DARE YOU SCOFF AT ME TODAY. YOU FUCKING FORGET WHO YOUR GODDESS IS? COMPLY, OR MEET DUMPSTER KING. *fuckers* #
My netbook is being so full of fail this morning and I don't have the time to repair thsi shitty thing. Pissed #

Not having the Internet wherever I am sucks. So I am paying 8 euro just to get in on for one hour because well, I’m a modern sort of woman, you know… that “Ms.Tek”. Always connected, always on the move…

At the moment, I am sitting in the airport in Frankfurt waiting for my flight to Gdansk. I had a 5 hour layover. I’m not done yet… Frankfurt to Gdansk, 1 hour 50 mins. Once I get to Gdansk, a friend of the dojo in Poland who lives in Gdansk will pick me up from the airport and take me to the trainstation. From Gdansk to Ostleyn? Another 2.5 hours and then I will get picked up by Sensei and crew…

9:30- 10 PM, whatever time zone It is here I will be there. Are you still following along because I’m not sure I am at this point..

Huh, what?

Exactly.

I hate coffee but I decided a latte was needed just to keep me up. I slept lightly on the way over however didn’t want to go into a deep sleep nor sleep now as that I need to be able to sleep tonight and get up in the morning for meditation before I get to be tossed around on the mat for a few hours.
Speaking of meditation- once you do zazenkai or I would also bet sesshin, 7+ hour flights in coach in the middle (yes, the dreaded middle on a Boeing 777) become child’s play. Seriously. Usually I’d be uber annoyed with that seat on the plane but hey, this was a last moment trip so I too what seat was available to me. In the future, I will NOT go about it this way (just as I refuse to fly US Ghettoways – or US Airways as some of you like to call them- ever again. I’d rather shove glass in my butt. Seriously).

-Scratch what I just sad… I find my tolerance is much better. I will never do these things by choice but if I need to do them to get to a desired outcome, I shall suffer through it. Though, it really isn’t suffering anymore but bemused amusement (is that like a double whatever?) at my situations.
Which is how I feel right now besides being high as hell off no sleep (I swear the airport is swaying in the wind… but wait, there is no wind… or.. huh? What? Birdies.). I am sitting here listening to German (Side note to Germans which I forgot- Yes, I know my German sucks but I do understand YOU when you speak German. Please don’t just shut me down by speaking English. I’m trying to remember and learn. I wouldn’t do the same to you in my country if you spoke English to me. I’d be happy that you were trying –unlike some people who come to my country but I digress- and happy that you want to learn.)Where was I, yes… I am sitting in Frankfurt getting read y to fly to Eastern Europe to study an Asian martial art with my American teacher. My life never did make a wit of sense, even I try to make it so, but I love it just the same and wouldn’t change a damn thing in the end.

Not even my various broken hearts and MISadventures (I don’t talk about those much, why dwell on my losses when my wins are so much cooler?) I’d not change a single thing about my life because I’ve had such great experiences and adventures.

That being said, it still is tripping me out that I am here right now, not for work and not visiting friends but studying something that I never thought if you had asked me a year two ago that I would take such a keen interest in.

Even for all the bad shit one can have in their life, you gotta admit, life is fun. Life’s interesting.

And I am sure in the morning when I take my first body-slam to the floor, all this “life is cool and wonderful la-la-la, I’m farting cotton candy” crap is going to out the door as I whimper “mommy” try to drag myself to the edge of the mat and wonder what the hell I was injecting to think this was a fine idea…

But we’ll see.

I’ll stop fatigue blabbering now. If I get a chance to slip back on to the net again, I will.

Until then, adieu!

Oder

Tschuss!

(ps. Arm and ankle started to act up on flight. Not good.)